Mubibuddy

I'm not broken, Just a little bent. All those words you've spoken, Just left me a little dent. My heart isn't shattered, It just has a crack. Sore, bruised, and battered, But my tears I hold back. Please don't worry about me. I'm fine, I swear. I just want you to see, That I'm still able to be repaired. Even though I'm hurt, damaged, and weakened, Even though I've felt so much pain. It doesn't mean I'm truly beaten, It just means that I'll need a little help again.

This is for the ones like me, The ones who are broken but none can see. This is for the ones who've been lost, The ones who've paid a high cost. This is for the broken souls, Whose lives have washed up on barren shoals. This is for the ones who were broken in another's hands, The ones who've cried enough tears to cover vast lands. This is for the girl who has become unclean under his touch, For the boy who's suffered just as much. This is for the people shattered on the ground, For the ones who suffer without making a sound. This is for the broken ones, For all the daughters and sons.

Not even a word from you Not even a judgmental look I’ve come to appreciate truth That you yet find me unworthy This indifference is a bitter drink I’d rather you begged that I bow Then I could thus spit in your face For these your sins laid before us I have walked a lonely road apart Where you left me crying for love I remember a love carved apart Where we were the hope above You seek now this destruction Not my will but yours be done I will take another path unfound Where your memory is profound If you seek more than memory Find me in the alleys so forgotten Where desire is beyond heaven And your throne is taken down

Welcome to my home, It’s been awhile since I’ve had guests…                                                     (I’m afraid…) This house is a little bit messy, Although I’ve done my best.                                                                    (No need to be, too!) It’s great that you’re here, Come in! There’s nothing to fear!                                                             (A bed’s been made…) I’ve even prepared a room for you, In case you need a rest…                                                                         (Just. For. You!)

you're in my clothes i breathe you this whole city breathes with you these familiar winding roads know you as well as i i see you between the pages of my books i hear you in all music i hum to myself in the dead of night as i dig you make love in the grave soil radiating sweet, dark earth in our mouths crushing our skeletons together the worms that crawl through my bones creep up through yours breathing, breathing it's not possible to escape you tame you embrace you squeeze until the air leaves you you're impossibly buoyant a balloon floating out of an open plot my new home i nestle into my new carrion neighbours i believe we have both die